My darkest desired

My darkest desired has already come and broke me down,
My greatest sin already stained my ropes with innocent blood,
Shall I put together my hands and pray,
Shall I ask for forgiveness to a memory already gone,
The battle of my soul has already started, the day we met our eyes,
The fight continues every time I see your shine,
The greatest battle comes in every temptation, but I shall succeed for love fills my heart,
To kiss your lips,
To touch your skin,
To smell your soul,
To hear your heart,
To hold you in my arms,
And now I shall be strong,
For now I know myself,
Now you are just a moment past,
A noble and tender memory that shall not be recall until my final day,
For if I leave today, I shall leave in peace and full of your memories, full of the beauty of god's creation,
See my soul, see the stains of your beauty on it, they shall never come off,
Because I loved you since the moment that our eyes met.