after all..

and it's funny how today after all, it hurts to be without you,
  and it's sad how today I have to live without you,
  when time was right I had you by my side,
  when time was right I denied your love in my heart,
  please understand, I understood all wrong,
  I never knew love was everything in life,
  they made me believe my feelings were wrong,
  until today that I miss you so much,
  is it too late to give you my love?
  did I break your feelings too much?
  when i thought our love was impossible,
  i broke your heart with all might,
  hoping you never had to suffer what I've had..